There was a time when the guy that ditched you at prom or the chick that left you for your best friend simply disappeared from the radar...slipped out of your life, moved away, married someone else...out of sight, out of mind, anger healed, heart mended...gone.
Enter Facebook and that lot is suddenly dumped back into my lap! It's been exhausting to handle it with my signature calm. Cuts this old shouldn't be able to reopen. I've considered busting my rant out right here, right now.
(I had the perfect chance this morning...there was contact, an opening for a comment presented itself and my fucking dumb ass took the high road. Why!? Rationally, had I not been cast to the curb in that instance, my son probably wouldn't be here. I should be on my knees thanking that guy. Rationally as well, I know he got his in the end...)
Stupid stupid stupid me. I really need a job.
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