I guess the last post may have seemed shallow, but so is my aim (we're allowed every once & again). Feeling Impending Pre-midlife Crisis II, I wish to log it this time...to keep track of purpose, motivation & efforts. Maybe there's someone out there of like mind that can benefit, maybe not.
The purpose is simply to become more attractive and interesting... to cockily raise the confidence bar my squishy ass has been unable to lift lately.
Motivation is the conundrum. It's been somewhere in the bottom quarter of my mental "to do" list for some time. Scout's honor. So I cannot (refuse to) pin the primal need as my inability to keep the attention of an old flame that has turned up recently, but it definitely was the straw that broke the llama's back.
I never will claim to be deep, moral or upstanding so now that it's out of the way, I want to be stacked and ripped and, well, pretty. I'm sure "health and well being" will be great side dishes, but the main course, of course, is my vanity, an entree best served hot.
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